First of all before I do my intended post my computers totally fixed!
Music, something about it just really gets me I have trouble thinking without it.When I listen to it: it just takes me to a whole nother world. I really think that without it I would go crazy. When theres screaming going on or somethings just bothering me it helps take it away. It also helps with stress, I think music is a gift from God to help people like me cope. It's something that people write from their heart(well most of them anyhow not like that damn rap about fucking ect..) Alicia Keys has some good songs that are very calming.
so my computer is messed up i can't use my chatbox i can't login to yahoo/msn/aol or even access my own documents but it's all good.. till it gets fixed least I can blog and access my myspace and piczo.. so if ya'll leave me messeges leave them in comment please because I literaly cannot see my chatbox it's a big white box woohoo! right? Guess i'm enjoying my whole big world of nothing.. lol.. i'll find something to do.. I miss my friends from the highschool.. one of my friends called today and I gotall depressed because i'm high on my minutes and counldint talk to her for more then like 3 mins and I miss talkin to people. I kinda wished Iwould have stayed in the highschool but... this change was for the best.. kind of a lonley one because it's not so easy making friendslike it was in the highschool here and the one up north.. I'm more quiet here. maybe if Iget cought up on my credits this year I'll go back to the highschool... I really want too... I miss my friends sooooo much and randy hasint mailed me back on myspace or jess either.. think something might be wrongwith my myspace e-mail thingy because this happens alot then I mail them again later n they mail back i dunno. My heart kinda feels broke but not enough to really complain. I kinda feel alone right now too because nobodys listing tomeand they're leaveing me out of the decision making which I hate.I like for my opinion to count but it really never does. believe me when i have a kid his/her opinion will count! it hurts when it doesint.. people don't seem to understand that teenagers/kids have feeling to and just because they arn't an adult doesint mean that what they're feeling doesin't matter...It should at least.. I have lost myself, I'm not funny and loud like I once was i'm the oppisite now. And i'm having a hard timefinding me again. I really didin't think I was going to write a blog about this but it just feels soo good and I can't really esape myself like I once could. I really want somebody to reply so I know at least one person out there is listing to me well whatever it's time to go bye thx for listing
I dunno what I want to be.... I wonna be a cop but i'm to stupid and if your a cop you have to be able to act fast.. truthfully I think I might get stuck being a teacher or a theripist..(like a history teacher) well that wouldint be too bad cuz i love to help but it's juss the point
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but it's all good.. till it gets fixed least I can blog and access my myspace and piczo.. so if ya'll leave me messeges leave them in comment please because I literaly cannot see my chatbox it's a big white box woohoo! right? Guess i'm enjoying my whole big world of nothing.. lol.. i'll find something to do.. I miss my friends from the highschool.. one of my friends called today and I gotall depressed because i'm high on my minutes and counldint talk to her for more then like 3 mins and I miss talkin to people. I kinda wished Iwould have stayed in the highschool but... this change was for the best.. kind of a lonley one because it's not so easy making friendslike it was in the highschool here and the one up north.. I'm more quiet here. maybe if Iget cought up on my credits this year I'll go back to the highschool... I really want too... I miss my friends sooooo much and randy hasint mailed me back on myspace or jess either.. 
think something might be wrongwith my myspace e-mail thingy because this happens alot then I mail them again later n they mail back i dunno. My heart kinda feels broke but not enough to really complain. 
well that wouldint be too bad cuz i love to help but it's juss the point 
